Post by Estrella on Jul 7, 2011 21:32:54 GMT
“Dios te salve, María, llena eres de gracia; el Señor es contigo…”* The young girl muttered the mantra under her breath, clutching her well-used rosary beads in shaking hands. The words came out rushed and hoarse; her throat was dry from nerves and sore from holding back sobbing. She tried not to think about anything; not the ever-turning wheels moving the carriage towards God-knows-what; not the man sitting next to her, holding a leash that led to a too-tight collar around her neck; not her mother’s face, crying and screaming, moving farther and farther away as the other servants dragged her back into the house. Only the beads and the prayers were real now; they were the only things keeping her from thinking.
All of a sudden, the carriage lurched to a halt. Estrella’s prayers ceased as well as her throat closed up. She opened her eyes and tentatively looked at the man next to her. He averted his gaze and gave the leash a quick tug. “Come on,” he said, standing up and opening the door of the carriage. Estrella, ignoring the prickling behind her eyes that meant tears were on the way, followed him obediently, clutching her beads harder than ever.
As the man led her forward, Estrella ventured a glance up. A tall building loomed above her head, dark and imposing. The wind whipped at Estrella’s face as she continued to look at the structure; what did its walls have in store for her? She didn’t know what to expect at all; the only thing her father had told her was that he was sending her away for a bit so that she could get better, so that she could get help for her “problems”. Estrella knew that she was different, and yes, she did want help, but to take her away from her home? Her mother? Her friends? How could that help her get better? Estrella’s anxiety was already worsening as she and her guard approached the large door of the building. She grit her teeth and shut her eyes closed when the guard hit the doorknocker several times, the sound booming out into the winter air. A single tear escaped from Estrella’s closed lids as she brought her beads close to her lips.
“Padre nuestro, que estás en el cielo. Santificado sea tu nombre…”**
//OOG: * The beginning of the Hail Mary prayer in Spanish.
** The beginning of the Our Father prayer in Spanish.//
All of a sudden, the carriage lurched to a halt. Estrella’s prayers ceased as well as her throat closed up. She opened her eyes and tentatively looked at the man next to her. He averted his gaze and gave the leash a quick tug. “Come on,” he said, standing up and opening the door of the carriage. Estrella, ignoring the prickling behind her eyes that meant tears were on the way, followed him obediently, clutching her beads harder than ever.
As the man led her forward, Estrella ventured a glance up. A tall building loomed above her head, dark and imposing. The wind whipped at Estrella’s face as she continued to look at the structure; what did its walls have in store for her? She didn’t know what to expect at all; the only thing her father had told her was that he was sending her away for a bit so that she could get better, so that she could get help for her “problems”. Estrella knew that she was different, and yes, she did want help, but to take her away from her home? Her mother? Her friends? How could that help her get better? Estrella’s anxiety was already worsening as she and her guard approached the large door of the building. She grit her teeth and shut her eyes closed when the guard hit the doorknocker several times, the sound booming out into the winter air. A single tear escaped from Estrella’s closed lids as she brought her beads close to her lips.
“Padre nuestro, que estás en el cielo. Santificado sea tu nombre…”**
//OOG: * The beginning of the Hail Mary prayer in Spanish.
** The beginning of the Our Father prayer in Spanish.//